Closer To Love

It's funny after I wrote the blog about Stuart I heard this song on the radio and it was perfect. My favorite line is you pull me closer to love, we're gonna get there soon. It almost made me cry. It stopped me in my tracks and made me realize the time I spent with Stuart wasn't long but I have know him for so long that falling in love with him was easy and kinda was meant to happen. I haven't talked to him in about a week and a half, well closer to two, something happened and I needed him and he was there but that was all we talked about other than that I have let him go, I haven't seen him in much longer than that. I know that sounds weird but I had to. He has things he needs to work on and he needs time to do his thing. And even though he is away and "gone" I am still falling in love with him everyday. I remember things about him or get a glimpse of what we were and in that moment I fall in love with him all over again, I don't understnad how you can falling in love with someone when you don't see them or really speak to them often. Because of Stuart  I have learned what love is. It is very scary for me becuase I have always guarded my heart from love but here I am falling in love with this man everyday over and over again. I have never felt like this about anyone. It is the strongest feeling and passion I have ever felt, and all the passion is is for him to be happy. I know most likely he won't come back into my life but it is hard to let him go. It is almost impossible. He is like my air, I need him in my life. And I know he will always be there but I want him always next to me. So now that I have rambled on about my thoughts here is the song. It is Mat Kearney's Closer to Love

She got the call today


One out of the gray

And when the smoke cleared

It took her breath away

She said she didn't believe

It could happen to me

I guess we're all one phone call

from our knees

We're gonna get there soon



If every building falls

And all the stars fade

We'll still be singing this song

The one they can't take away

I'm gonna get there soon

She's gonna be there too

Cryin' in her room

Prayin' Lord come through

We're gonna get there soon



Oh it's your life

Oh it's your way

Pull me out of the dark

Just to show me the way

Cryin out now

From so far away

You pull me closer to love

Closer to love



Meet me once again

Down off Lake Michigan

Where we could feel the storm blowin

Down with the wind

And don't apologize

For all the tears you've cried

You've been way too strong now for all your life



I'm gonna get there soon

You're gonna be there too

Cryin' in your room

Prayin' Lord come through

We're gonna get there soon



Oh it's your life

Oh it's your way

Pull me out of the dark

Just to show me the way

Cryin out now

From so far away

You pull me closer to love

Closer to love



Cause you are all that I've waited for

All of my life

(We're gonna get there)

You are all that I've waited for

All of my life



You pull me closer to love hu huuh

Closer to love hu huuuh

Pull me closer to love

You pull me closer to love

Closer to love oh no

Closer to love

Closer to love



Pull me closer to love